Its the time in my life that i think about the past, present and future deeply. Me and all my X classmates are deep thinkers now. (since we need to think alot to just design something) Everyone is scared.We ca go as far as what happens afterlife. goosebumps!
i took cab ysterday from work and i want to share you this. The Driver was a malay uncle. he say he saw me(a malay dude) thats why he picked me up. cuz he was listening to radio 89.7fm "misteri jam 12" (midnight mysteries). We talk alot. wait. he talk alot. but dont worry. he isnt irritating. na'mean. so this is his story, he heard over the radio. A man of about 45 called in and share...I want to burn my old Quran but im have been thinking how shall i burn it. so i borrow my neighbour's burning bin for his prayers to burn it. I took it and keep it at my place. then i feel asleep. i dreamt many chinese, with their traditional clothes are surrounding my bed looking at me. i woke up and say my prayers when i heard someone is knocking on my door. it was my neighbour. He say "why you take my praying bin. give back". haha.
okey anyway, We made Xoun at Marina Barrage. The plan was to do a shoot for sarah's friend but her friend couldnt make it.so we end up with this group of people. (long story cut short)The rain was pouring lightly on my way to city hall so i prayed hard that it wud be better at marina barrage. The cloud was kinda dark, very windy but it wasnt raining.Yea, i guess we speak better with photos. Click Here & Here
Enjoy.
Optics
Hey,
Im writing playing a role as a blind man.
Hey, i heard today,there will be an earth hour? is it gonna be a total darkness??
Well today, for just an hour, everyone will see what i see every single second in my life. everyone will know how hard is it trying to see with your eyes closed. everyone will understand how terrified i m taking another step, not knowing, its a step up, or step down.
we ignore the small gift that presented to us by god. and hear my cries when i lose my sight. its the same feeling too when u only hear the sound of the fireworks, and couldnt see the fireworks because your cant make it to 'the padang' it felt worst when im at 'the padang' but i still cant see the fire works.
this is the battle of my life everyday. im trying to visualise and see with my fingers. i had several bruises because i hit my head hard to the wall i cant blame anyone for that. it hurts.the bruise hurts but you know it hurts more knowing that im blind.
you can switch your lights on now. an hour is over. while mine, stays forever. =)
this just strike me. althought in the end, lights are still bright across the road and all. but i just feel like writing. =)
Earth Hour
Storytellers
Hey,
I bet you many of you at least know one storytellers. Literally or not. just thought that i need to practice before i lose it;
you steal my limelight, yeah you up for a fight? naah, i dont need to grab attention, cause im attention this is not verbal assault, just pouring my thoughts; a reaction to ur story telling, verbal assult.
sugar and salt. im sugar your salt you tell stories to feel on the top spot you feel larger than life? well im larger times five your bare racks wont stand a change against my bee hives
your like a wedding cake with empty filling its empty alright, but it looks appetizing now you must be wondering, and of course still story telling. Your a fake, a liar, a world speaker.
I dont need to boost myself to feel good, cuz im good. your like the gas that i fart out, smelly and temporary this may should childish but only u cares about reputation yay! with this 16 bars i win again, now give me back my reputation.
haha. okey go.
Little India Shots
Hello.
Guess What? ive finally graduated. the exhibition went well. pictures have been uploaded at facebook. do check out the fun that we had. we even took group photos of our orientation group in year 1.
Now, im waiting for NS call-up. Meantime, im working parttime at starbucks, do photo sessions and all that i didnt have time to do during school time.
i did a photoshoot, and i choose little india because i saw some pictures online and was inspired to achieve the same feel of shots. More Shots.HERE & HERE
Enjoy!
Argh!!!
Im cooling myself down.
My scaled down model of the washing machine just messed up! if i say it here, i bet you wont understand a single thing i say. so lets just take it as i wasted 3 days and i need to do what ive done in 3 days in 5 hours!
Yea. i feel like smashing the washing machine. but anger wont take me to a higher level! so i cool down. thats the only way to move foward. its 1pm. and i still have not consumer any food yet. argh!!!!!!!
Maria
Hey,
ive been busy. Sorry.
Anyway. im reading "eleven minutes" by Paulo Coelho. recommended by a friend. im halfway reading but i just feel that i wana write/compose something.
Im writing from the point of view of an executive with a sucessful career, earning an enormous salary, trusted by everyone, with a family but is in his dilemma. What ever dilemma he's into!
and he, is an often customer to a prostitute club
Here goes:
No !
I know what you're thinking! but wait, WAIT! at least listen to my reason why im here.
no disrespect. but im not there for sex. maria is gorgeous. beautiful, especially from the back.
im a trusted, sucessful man. yet, no one could understand. no one i could rely on, or lend a hand.
I walk in the club like an arrogant businessman but, behind the glass frame, im lonely and scared. living pretend. looking for a friend.
Maria, take back your hands, i dont need it in my pants i just wanna talk to you cause your intellectual, not like the other girls your replys are frank; none was to your benifits,none was dishonest. my friends and collegue think about themself first. many are liars
with you. i gotta be the part of myself that i always hide. the part where monsters are real, and pigs could fly. being with you, I could talk. and i could cry.
=) ok done. going sleep now. bye
Few more steps
too lazyto pen down stories.
ive been busy finishing my poly race. just one more week. Ill be having an exhibitiin at NLB. 12th is the opening ceremony. 6.30pm Fri, Sat Sun. 13.14.15 march. 10am - 9 pm. Do come! http://www.nyp.edu.sg/SDN/Unit09.html
So, a few more steps to graduation. Printed my namecard already! Still doing my scaled down washing machine model And a few more pages for my portfolio, then do some quality check and send for print. YaY!
im Gonna miss the times. For sure~
Jason Mraz was in SG to perform and he didnt even tell me. hmmph. kinda fren he is.. LOL